It's like a battle I'm waging against myself.
Between not being able to work out properly, diet fluctuations, and lack of motivation it's all just starting to seem hopeless. I want to be thin! I don't want to be stared at while at a restaurant while I'm eating. I don't want to walk into a shopping mall and have to look for the bigger women's stores as a college student. It's sad and I'm starting to just want to toss it in the trash because statistics for an overweight girl trying to loose weight and keep it off for 5 years is slim. Toss in hypothyroidism? Make those chances slimmer. Giving up sounds perfect right about now.